Becoming familiar with the substance of God is no trifling matter. You must understand His disposition. In this way, you will gradually become familiar with the substance of God and thus simultaneously move forward to a greater and more beautiful state. In the end, you will come to feel ashamed of your odious soul, so much so that you are ashamed to show your face. At that time, you will less and less offend the disposition of God; your heart will become closer and closer to that of God, and gradually a love for Him will grow in your heart. This is a sign of mankind entering a beautiful state. This is a sign of mankind entering a beautiful state.
from “It Is Very Important to Understand God’s Disposition” in The Word Appears in the Flesh