I’m so remorseful, I’m so remorseful. I have wasted so much precious time. Time has fled, and it will never return. Only regret is left! Thinking of the past and looking at today, how many times have I loved God? I’m really unworthy to come before God unworthy to come before God. So many times God uplifted me and wanted to perfect me, but I pushed them away with my hands. For the sake of hankering after fleshly enjoyments, loving the world, and caring for my family, I was unwilling to consecrate myself. So disobedient, so corrupt, how could I love God? I said with my mouth that I loved God but stayed away from Him in my heart, and had no actual actions at all. Today I will atone for my past fault and make a new start with full confidence. God has given me another opportunity and tolerated me again, so I will make a choice again. I will cherish today and offer up everything to satisfy God for the last time. God’s heart is worried, and He is expecting. I cannot disappoint His heart again.