63 How to Retrieve the Lost Salvation
God asked me how long I could follow Him.
I promised to devote my youth and keep Him company all my life.
The whisperings came from deep in my heart, shaking the earth and mountains.
I made the pledge of eternal love with tears, but I didn’t know my hypocrisy.
Years of vicissitudes have diluted my former love, my pledge turning into a lie.
I showed disobedience when meeting God; scenes of the past are unbearable to recall.
My devotion without loyalty brings God more grief.
Finally I’ve understood I expended too little and repaid God only with words on my lips.
Awakened from my dream, I feel worried about myself.
How to retrieve the lost salvation?
In these years I’ve lost too many chances to be perfected.
Whom can I tell how regretful I am in my heart?
Young and ignorant, I made God labor too much for me;
but I was ungrateful and didn’t know to repay Him.
Coming in a rush, going in a hurry, I’ve never been heart to heart with God.
I met Him by chance and failed to know Him, leaving more regret in my heart.
Today I’ve finally woken up; I will never again disobey and deceive God to grieve Him.
I won’t let Him be worried about me anymore.
I will do my best to pursue the truth, so as to get back the lost salvation,
so as to get back the lost salvation.