1Every Word of God Is an Expression of His Disposition

2I Am Unfit to See Christ

3Who Knows the Motherly Heart of God?

4I See the Path to Knowing God

5“Seeing Is Believing” Is Not to Be Believed

6God’s Words Led Me Out of the Woods

7Breaking Free From the Shackles

8The Holy Spirit Works in a Principled Way

9A Bit of Understanding of Being Saved

10Shaking Off the Shackles of the Spirit

11You Can’t Discern a Person by Their Appearance

12A Battle of Life and Death

13The Importance of Coordination in Service

14Only This Is a Truly Good Person

15The Secret Held Deep Within My Heart

16The Transformation of a Rebellious Son

17What Lies Behind Lies

18It’s Not Easy to Truly Know Yourself

19There Is No Special Treatment in the Church

20Service of This Kind Is Truly Contemptible

21The Essence of Abusing Power for Personal Revenge

22I Was Not Following Peter’s Path

23Don’t Find New Tricks When Serving God

24God’s Words Have Awakened Me

25I Have Seen My True Colors

26Why Engage in Trickery When Serving God?

27I Saw My True Stature Clearly

28A Haughty Spirit Before a Fall

29After Losing My Status

30The Work of God Is So Wise

31What Is the Nature of God’s Love?

32Persecution and Adversity Helped Me to Grow Up

33A Turn for the Better on the Road of Believing in God

34Why Haven’t I Changed After So Many Years of Faith?

35A Guileless Person Is Not an Honest Person

36Reflections on Being Replaced

37I Will No Longer Be Blinded by Good Intentions

38Using God’s Word as a Mirror

39It Is So Important to Obey the Work of the Holy Spirit

40The Finest Gift God Has Given Me

41I Learned to Coordinate With Others

42The Only Way to Avoid Disaster

43Judging by Appearances Is Just Absurd

44Whatever God Says Is the Very Judgment of Man

45What Is Truly Accepting Truth?

46The Real Meaning of Rebellion Against God

47The True Face of a So-called Good Person

48This Is Putting Truth Into Practice

49A True Partnership

50It’s Not Easy Being an Honest Person

51What Is a Genuine Practice of the Truth?

52The True Reason for Ineffective Work

53The Secrets Hidden Behind My Pursuit

54Experiencing God’s Special Love

55Be Strict With Oneself First in Order to Discipline Others

56I’ve Had a Taste of God’s Salvation

57There Is Great Happiness in Being Honest

58A Brief Talk About the Source of the World’s Darkness and Evil

59What Is It That Has Deceived My Spirit?

60God’s Word Turned My Wrong Ideas and Viewpoints Around

61My Life Principles Left Me So Damaged

62I See the Truth of My Corruption

63I Am Willing to Accept the Supervision of All

64Discriminating Against Dissenters Is Too Malicious

65Jealousy—the Chronic Illness of the Heart

66Throwing off Shackles Is Liberating

67Satanic Philosophy Is Entrapping and Damaging

68Why Have I Taken the Path of the Pharisees?

69Only by Understanding the Truth Can You Truly Know Yourself

70I Enjoyed a Rich Banquet

71Only by Entering Into the Truth Myself May I Truly Help Others

72Tear Off the Mask and Start Life Afresh

73Only God’s Love Is Real

74Through the Great Tribulation, I Have Reaped Great Benefits

75I Can Finally Live Out a Bit of Human Likeness

76A Rebirth

77The Transformation of a Fallen Man

78An Arrogant Believer’s Process of Transformation

79I Have Only Just Begun Walking the Right Path of Life

80Judgment Is the Light

81Embarking on the Path of Belief in God

82The Riches of Life

83Pledging My Life to Devotion

84Tasting the Love of God in the Midst of Adversity

85Sufferings and Trials—the Blessings of Being Favored

86Tribulation Inspired My Love for God

87A Youth Without Regret

88Rising Up From Dark Oppression