1Every Word of God Is an Expression of His Disposition

2I Am Unfit to See Christ

3Who Knows the Motherly Heart of God?

4I See the Path to Knowing God

5God’s Words Led Me Out of the Woods

6Breaking Free From the Shackles

7The Holy Spirit Works in a Principled Way

8A Bit of Understanding of Being Saved

9Shaking Off the Shackles of the Spirit

10You Can’t Discern a Person by Their Appearance

11A Battle of Life and Death

12The Importance of Coordination in Service

13Only This Is a Truly Good Person

14The Secret Held Deep Within My Heart

15What Lies Behind Lies

16It’s Not Easy to Truly Know Yourself

17There Is No Special Treatment in the Church

18Service of This Kind Is Truly Contemptible

19The Essence of Abusing Power for Personal Revenge

20I Was Not Following Peter’s Path

21Don’t Find New Tricks When Serving God

22God’s Words Have Awakened Me

23I Have Seen My True Colors

24Why Engage in Trickery When Serving God?

25I Saw My True Stature Clearly

26A Haughty Spirit Before a Fall

27After Losing My Status

28The Work of God Is So Wise

29What Is the Nature of God’s Love?

30Persecution and Adversity Helped Me to Grow Up

31A Turn for the Better on the Road of Believing in God

32Why Haven’t I Changed After So Many Years of Faith?

33A Guileless Person Is Not an Honest Person

34Reflections on Being Replaced

35I Will No Longer Be Blinded by Good Intentions

36Using God’s Word as a Mirror

37It Is So Important to Obey the Work of the Holy Spirit

38The Finest Gift God Has Given Me

39I Learned to Coordinate With Others

40The Only Way to Avoid Disaster

41Judging by Appearances Is Just Absurd

42Whatever God Says Is the Very Judgment of Man

43What Is Truly Accepting Truth?

44The Real Meaning of Rebellion Against God

45The True Face of a So-called Good Person

46This Is Putting Truth Into Practice

47A True Partnership

48It’s Not Easy Being an Honest Person

49What Is a Genuine Practice of the Truth?

50The True Reason for Ineffective Work

51The Secrets Hidden Behind My Pursuit

52Experiencing God’s Special Love

53Be Strict With Oneself First in Order to Discipline Others

54I’ve Had a Taste of God’s Salvation

55There Is Great Happiness in Being Honest

56A Brief Talk About the Source of the World’s Darkness and Evil

57My Life Principles Left Me So Damaged

58I Am Willing to Accept the Supervision of All

59Jealousy—the Chronic Illness of the Heart

60Throwing off Shackles Is Liberating

61Why Have I Taken the Path of the Pharisees?

62Only by Understanding the Truth Can You Truly Know Yourself

63I Enjoyed a Rich Banquet

64Only by Entering Into the Truth Myself May I Truly Help Others

65Tear Off the Mask and Start Life Afresh

66Through the Great Tribulation, I Have Reaped Great Benefits

67I Can Finally Live Out a Bit of Human Likeness

68A Rebirth

69The Transformation of a Fallen Man

70An Arrogant Believer’s Process of Transformation

71I Have Only Just Begun Walking the Right Path of Life

72Judgment Is the Light

73Embarking on the Path of Belief in God

74The Riches of Life

75Pledging My Life to Devotion

76Tasting the Love of God in the Midst of Adversity

77Sufferings and Trials—the Blessings of Being Favored

78Tribulation Inspired My Love for God

79A Youth Without Regret

80Rising Up From Dark Oppression