154 A Choice Without Regret
1 When CCP’s arrests and persecution of Christians grow increasingly savage, when the city is full of dark horror, and I flee wherever I can, when freedom is imprisoned in a dismal jail, when my only company is a long night of pain, I shall not waver in my faith in God, never will I betray my Lord, my God. Almighty true God, my heart belongs to You. Incarceration can only control my body. It cannot stop my footsteps in following You. Painful suffering, a bumpy road, with the guidance of Your words, my heart is without fear, with the company of Your love, my heart is sated.
2 When the CCP devils’ ruinous torture grows ever more severe, when searing pain hits me again and again, when the weakness and agony of the flesh reach their peak, at the final moment, when my life is about to be taken, never will I give in to the great red dragon, never will I be a Judas, a mark of shame on God. Almighty true God, I will be loyal to You unto death. The devils can only torture and afflict my body. Life and death shall forever be under Your dominion. I will forsake everything to testify to You. If it brings shames upon Satan, I will die without complaint. I am honored to live in testimony to You.
How glorious it is to follow Christ and pursue the love of God in this life! With a heart and soul, I should repay God; I am willing to forsake all for testifying about God. For as long as I live, giving my entire being to God is a choice I shall never regret.